Jan 25, 2011

dearlife


 It's 2.14 am (not really) now and it still a same old daily routine of mine every night. Fb, dota, fb, dota, milo ice, Chowder and finally, drop dead on the couch. There aren't really much anything else to do. Get me something to do, please? I promise you I'll sleep earlier next time.
 I'm somehow awake but my world is half asleep, half empty. You'll never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never fucking get it back. I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't. Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. 

I FUCKING MISS THOSE MOMENTS

Swim me back, will you?



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