hairdo/weirdo ; FCK

I finally chopped my hair today at a hair salon near Dharbar. It was my first time ever because before this, I usually potong dekat mamak or  kedai melayu je. RM10, murah. Well, salons aren't that cheap. I don't know how to style my hair sebab hair examples dalam buku tu semua nampak sama dan panjang. I don't want a long hair neither too short. Taktau nak potong macam mane, so I said to the barber ; "Nipis kan sikit" 
The excitement of the roller coaster starts ;

The first ride -
Oh, soft hands *giggles macam budak perempuan* After a few layers, I felt like it's gonna be an awesome hair. Barber continues to chop-

The second ride -
After 10 minutes layering, I got my hair washed and luckily for me, the one who washed it was a girl. She's pretty cute and again, soft hands, I couldn't stop smiling every time she touches my hair. AWESOME, I felt

The last ride -
The barber keeps layering my hair and I don't wanna make it look long, so I asked the barber to layer it abit more. It was still awesome tho because I thought my hair is still long. Tapi bila amoi tu cakap "Okay, dah siap". Ben started to laugh and said "Macam tak potong je".

I felt lighter on the head and that very moment I said "Wah, esok pegi college mesti nampak awesome" *smiles widely* 
As soon as I arrived home, the first thing I look for is a mirror. The ugly part starts there. My hair looks fucking ugly. It was so short (to me) and I even can't flip my hair anymore. And again, I felt like a pengkid with this hair style on. Disgusting, and RM30 for this hair style? Pfft, kedai mamak potong lagi smart and murah. Sigh. I need a time machine. AND a hat.

I don't wanna take any picture of it because I felt ugly. Like a gollum I am but wider in term of body shape. Kalau tau macam ni, baik takyah potong or baik pegi potong dekat mamak. Lagi puas hati. But I don't blame the salon nor the barber, I just need, a rehab wig ;

*UPDATED*
I'm getting use to this messed up hair, so fuck yeah :D